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Waiting Game
It’s been quite a few months since I finished my last job. In the movie industry, everything is so unstable, especially in post production. Right now I’m waiting to hear back from an interview to see if I will end up moving to Vancouver or if I should go back to a previous offer and go to London. It’s a dreadful process. Sometimes I feel like I’m losing hope. I have to remind myself that I’m still doing much better than a lot of others. Yes it’s hard for me. Especially that it’s the first time ever in my life that I have been unemployed. Ever since I held a…
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Sad Day Again
Another sad day as I sent my boyfriend off to Vancouver again. I miss him so much already. The little two weeks we had together felt like the old times again. It just doesn’t seem like he will leave again. Life is short, the time you have is so limited. Like many others, I wish I could freeze time and relive the happy moments over and over again.
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Going Crazy…
I’m really lost… I don’t know what to do… This is driving me crazy… I just want to break down and cry. I miss home so much. I miss him so much. I’m losing it… I’m so afraid that the day will come, where I just break down completely. I’m talking to random people online, getting a laugh, kick, trying to feel better. But at the end of the day, all that shit don’t matter. I just want to be home…