This was fun, made my day.
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It’s been awhile since I’ve updated. Well, I had my Spring break to rest, relax.
I worked everyday just like usual, waking up around 8 instead of 6:30. I didn’t do too much but the regular stuff. Maybe one day, just one day, I will be able to have a real Spring Break. Btw, I think I got accepted into Atlanta College of Art (crosses fingers). I know my portfolio was accepted, even though it wasn’t even all that good. I didn’t put effort in making a couple of more direct observation drawings, yeah, I was being lazy. But she was cool.
Saturday night we went clubbing. These people that were dancing next to us were actually trying to cut on the dance floor. It’s funny b/c he couldn’t even hold her. They were falling left and right, and us being right there, they kept bumping into us. Damn slut lifted up her shirt, trying to turn the dude on. I almost laughed out so hard cuz her sh!t is TINY!! She was big, and it just looked so funny, probably about 90% was her fat inside her bra I imagine. Then there was this other girl, she was big too, and she kept looking at us. When the music started again, she kept trying to back her ass up, the worst part, she was right in front of me!! I swear, if she had came closer, I would’ve knocked her out. I don’t know if she was trying to holla at my man or me. These chickenheads got issues down here. Then nobody was dancing w/ her, they just walked right pass her, and she was shaking so hard, looking so desperate.
I stayed up till 4 in the morning last night. I had class at 8 this morning. I waited till the last minute to work on my project. I don’t know when I will ever get rid of my procrastination problem. I haven’t gotten anything done during the break, but I promise, the new layout/site will be up in a week.
Also, I ran over my phone. I was so mad. I had dropped it out of the car in the Popeyes parking lot and didn’t know about it. When we stopped at the gas station, I couldn’t find my phone. Then I remember running over something. When I went back, my phone was sitting on the ground, broke. I had a Sanyo 8100 in pearl white. Now I got a Nokia 6016i, it’s so ugly, but it’s free. Oh well.
Everything is getting a little better. I guess things have to improve slowly.
This week is my spring break, yet I have to work. I have never had a real spring break where I just relax and have fun. Ever since middle school, I was either at home bored, sleep, or I’m working everyday. I just feel like my life is so busy, no time for fun. Maybe I’ll be able to enjoy life after I retire. I’ve just been really depressed lately. I feel so alone, so empty. But I have to be strong to keep going. I just wish that he could give me more support.
*btw, that Rebirth CD is really good. I don’t care what the media say about it. I love that song “He’ll Be Back” and “This is Me”. I like whole CD too
Just as I thought everything is getting better, something bad happens. Yesterday morning, one of the professors/founder of the department that I work in has passed away. I have worked around him for almost four years. Today, my mom’s boyfriend’s mom just passed away. Even though I don’t know her that well, but I have spent sometimes w/ her during the holidays, and she was a really nice person. It’s not just about people dying, it’s about life. It’s too short, too sudden. This is not my first time encounter death. I know death too well. But when it comes to be other people that I know or care about, it’s too hurtful.