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Waiting Game
It’s been quite a few months since I finished my last job. In the movie industry, everything is so unstable, especially in post production. Right now I’m waiting to hear back from an interview to see if I will end up moving to Vancouver or if I should go back to a previous offer and go to London. It’s a dreadful process. Sometimes I feel like I’m losing hope. I have to remind myself that I’m still doing much better than a lot of others. Yes it’s hard for me. Especially that it’s the first time ever in my life that I have been unemployed. Ever since I held a…
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What Should I Do
Here’s a quick update on life. The industry I work in has been deteriorating fast in LA for the past few years, and the pace has picked up starting at the end of last year. Since this April, after finishing up the last movie I worked on, I have been out of work. If you’re in the movie industry, it’s actually pretty normal, but not under this special circumstance. Personally, I have been working since I was 16, never had a real spring break or a summer vacation since then, so I’m a bit taken back by the time off. As I try to enjoy it as a normal human…
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A New Beginning
As I sit in this flight back to LA from Vancouver, I have a huge grin on my heart. Yes, that’s right, I said my heart. This trip has been the greatest trip I’ve ever took. Everything is in the right place now. I feel very happy, joyful, ecstatic, and whatever other adjectives that can describe the state of euphoria. They say life is full of obstacles, and I feel that we have just crossed and passed one of the biggest obstacles. Not saying everything will be perfect, but it feels like it will be smooth sailing from now. I will continue to fight for him, for us. Nobody’s perfect,…