It’s been quite a few months since I finished my last job. In the movie industry, everything is so unstable, especially in post production. Right now I’m waiting to hear back from an interview to see if I will end up moving to Vancouver or if I should go back to a previous offer and go to London. It’s a dreadful process. Sometimes I feel like I’m losing hope. I have to remind myself that I’m still doing much better than a lot of others. Yes it’s hard for me. Especially that it’s the first time ever in my life that I have been unemployed. Ever since I held a job when I was 15/16, I always worked. Most jobs I had was 3 at a time. It was so hard juggling 3 jobs while going to school at the same time. But I did it. What I never thought was that when I have finally reached my career goal, I would find myself on the unemployment line. It’s been over 3 months without work. My optimism is at an all time low. I do worry whether or not I am messing up by waiting for another opportunity while passing up one in front of me.
All I can do at this moment is pray. I will be ready for the outcome.