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Leaving
Today is a sad day and a happy day. I’m sad because I’m leaving everyone I love behind, I’m happy because I’m taking a step closer to my career. I’m going to Bournemouth UK today. Everything will be so different. I’m nervous. I’m going to miss my baby so much. I pray things will be good for him while I’m gone. I hope this long distance relationship will work out. After all, we’ve been together for almost 8 years, it is time to get a break from staring at each other all day long? LOL. I’ll have to try to make the best of this. So scary, so exciting, so…
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Life is full of sorrow and obstacles….
I’m feeling extremely down and sad. I can’t sleep, can’t think, don’t know what to do. I wish there is a button that I could press and just say “fix” and all my problems will go away. I’m worried about my boo, he’s been through so much, yet he’s so tough. I wish that I can help him more than I’m capable of. I know it may not make sense, but my heart hurts when he’s in pain. I just want to cry out loud, let it all out. I pray that God will help him, help us through these hard times. Have you ever felt so useless in a…