So it’s been awhile again, and now I’m in London! Living the dream, right? Wrong! This job hunting is so difficult. I know we are in recession and all, but our industry, the film and entertainment industry, is vigorously looking for people. However, I don’t know why it is so hard for me to find a position in any of the companies. I’ve asked people for feedback on my work, and mostly are positive responses, yet I’m still without a job, just rejections. I’m just extremely frustrated. I feel like a failure sometimes. But I know, everyone’s time is different. It’s just not my time yet. Through perseverance and determination, I will make it through.
Lately, I’ve been looking into the Chinese plum blossom (寒梅), they bloom in the winter time, when snow is still there. The flower represents perseverance in the face of adversity, strong and determined. No matter how hard it is, it will fight to the end. It’s the inspiration that I really need. I’ve decided to get another tattoo, and it will be the plum blossoms. The strength and motivation that I need to keep myself going.