• Love & Relationship

    Going Crazy…

    I’m really lost… I don’t know what to do… This is driving me crazy… I just want to break down and cry. I miss home so much. I miss him so much. I’m losing it… I’m so afraid that the day will come, where I just break down completely. I’m talking to random people online, getting a laugh, kick, trying to feel better. But at the end of the day, all that shit don’t matter. I just want to be home…

  • Life

    Job, Job, Job…

    So it’s been awhile again, and now I’m in London! Living the dream, right? Wrong! This job hunting is so difficult. I know we are in recession and all, but our industry, the film and entertainment industry, is vigorously looking for people. However, I don’t know why it is so hard for me to find a position in any of the companies. I’ve asked people for feedback on my work, and mostly are positive responses, yet I’m still without a job, just rejections. I’m just extremely frustrated. I feel like a failure sometimes. But I know, everyone’s time is different. It’s just not my time yet. Through perseverance and determination,…