Est. 8.14.11 ♥
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Well, it’s been awhile again. So much has happened in my life. This year so far has been amazing, but as always, there’s always a down side to everything.
I was out of a 8/9 year relationship (depends on how you count the years) beginning this year. I basically gave up on love. Then something happened. This person came into my life, and almost like magic, gave me the happiest time that I have ever felt for a long time. I thought that this must have been God’s miracle, giving me hope again. But I was wrong. Just because you give your all, doesn’t mean they will do the same, or let alone, feel the same way. I had to learn it all over again.
Sometimes I wonder, if there’s truly someone out there for me. I feel really tired of trying. They say love happens when you’re not looking for it. Well, I haven’t looked, and it still didn’t happen. Maybe I should start looking, or maybe I should just give up altogether.