My head’s been spinning in a circle lately. Seems like that I have to put on a front. Maybe things will get together soon for me. My head is so messed up. I almost need a “rewiring” to get my brain to function correctly again. It’s funny how I can always analyze myself well, but I won’t follow my own advice. I turn to shopping as a getaway. I need to concentrate on my project, and good thing to know that I still get excited thinking about able to work in the movie industry after graduating (hopefully). So I can say that I’m not completely insane.