There’s no other ways for me to express, so this serves as my outlet. I don’t know where to begin. Lately, I’ve been feeling depressed, lonely, sad. I constantly need to preoccupy myself with school work, even when there are none. Maybe it’s the country, maybe it’s the age, or maybe it’s everything combined. I don’t want to be one of those women that’s obsessed with her career and forget the meaning of life. Sometimes, I don’t even feeling like living any more. It’s like my teenage years of depression hits all over again.