Heartache

How do you deal with a broken heart that’s never going to heal? Even though you trick yourself into believing that you’re going to be fine, but the reality is that, you are never going to be the same. Things will never be how they used to be, you can never find that joy again. It just burns deep inside. The scar you have digs into your soul, and you’re no longer the same. Yes, you end up being extremely superficial on the outside, and shows no emotion, period. You know all the right things to say to another who’s experiencing a heartache like you, but you never take your own advice because deep inside, you know it’s bullshit. As harsh as reality is, I need to face it instead of covering it up, or else I will just completely lose myself.