• Past

    Heartache

    How do you deal with a broken heart that’s never going to heal? Even though you trick yourself into believing that you’re going to be fine, but the reality is that, you are never going to be the same. Things will never be how they used to be, you can never find that joy again. It just burns deep inside. The scar you have digs into your soul, and you’re no longer the same. Yes, you end up being extremely superficial on the outside, and shows no emotion, period. You know all the right things to say to another who’s experiencing a heartache like you, but you never take your…

  • Past

    Leaving

    Today is a sad day and a happy day. I’m sad because I’m leaving everyone I love behind, I’m happy because I’m taking a step closer to my career. I’m going to Bournemouth UK today. Everything will be so different. I’m nervous. I’m going to miss my baby so much. I pray things will be good for him while I’m gone. I hope this long distance relationship will work out. After all, we’ve been together for almost 8 years, it is time to get a break from staring at each other all day long? LOL. I’ll have to try to make the best of this. So scary, so exciting, so…

  • Past

    Life is full of sorrow and obstacles….

    I’m feeling extremely down and sad. I can’t sleep, can’t think, don’t know what to do. I wish there is a button that I could press and just say “fix” and all my problems will go away. I’m worried about my boo, he’s been through so much, yet he’s so tough. I wish that I can help him more than I’m capable of. I know it may not make sense, but my heart hurts when he’s in pain. I just want to cry out loud, let it all out. I pray that God will help him, help us through these hard times. Have you ever felt so useless in a…