Life is full of sorrow and obstacles….

I’m feeling extremely down and sad. I can’t sleep, can’t think, don’t know what to do. I wish there is a button that I could press and just say “fix” and all my problems will go away. I’m worried about my boo, he’s been through so much, yet he’s so tough. I wish that I can help him more than I’m capable of. I know it may not make sense, but my heart hurts when he’s in pain. I just want to cry out loud, let it all out. I pray that God will help him, help us through these hard times.

Have you ever felt so useless in a situation, that all you can do is watch? I feel that way right now. So many bad things are happening, is the world coming to an end? Have we angered God so much that the time has come? I feel as if I’m a dim candle light trying to shine through the darkness. I need God to show me the way. I’m so lost. Am I doing everything wrong? I just want to do things right, to make things good again. Have you ever felt so desperate? So unsure? So lost?