Lesson on Love
Well, it’s been awhile again. So much has happened in my life. This year so far has been amazing, but as always, there’s always a down side to everything.
I was out of a 8/9 year relationship (depends on how you count the years) beginning this year. I basically gave up on love. Then something happened. This person came into my life, and almost like magic, gave me the happiest time that I have ever felt for a long time. I thought that this must have been God’s miracle, giving me hope again. But I was wrong. Just because you give your all, doesn’t mean they will do the same, or let alone, feel the same way. I had to learn it all over again.
Sometimes I wonder, if there’s truly someone out there for me. I feel really tired of trying. They say love happens when you’re not looking for it. Well, I haven’t looked, and it still didn’t happen. Maybe I should start looking, or maybe I should just give up altogether.
4 Comments
Myles
I don’t know how to tell you how much I’m feeling with you on this one.
“Just because you give your all, doesn’t mean they will do the same, or let alone, feel the same way.”
It just hit the nail on its head.
*huuuugs*
Diana
Thanks :). it hurts a lot but I just have to suck it up and keep going. I wish we could have the opportunity to meet one day, we’ve been inet friends for so long, it’s crazy.
eLLe
I can relate so much to this. It’s sad to think of how we go into relationships never really being sure if the other loves just as much or is just as dedicated…
Diana
Or we would like for it to be something that they are not interested in, but the feeling just felt so right… Love hurts like hell…