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Difficult Choices
In life, you are forced to make choices. Whether it’s right or wrong, you still have to face the consequences. I recently had to make some very difficult choices. I may have lost a few in my life along the way, but in the end, I have to do it for me. You hear people say “I need to do me” all the time, but what does that really mean? To me, it means that you need to sacrifice in order to achieve the greater in your life. Most will view this as cruel or cold, but in the end, it’s for the better. You cannot get the best unless…
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Control
You want to control all aspects in your life, right? It’s impossible. I tried try to control my life, from career, to education, to emotions. It doesn’t work. Sad thing is, it never works for emotions, and I knew it all along, but kept pretending that it is working. When you are so alone, there’s no way to get rid of that feeling. It just creeps up on you out of the blue. Well, maybe not out of the blue. But it’s been suppressed for so long, and yet you finally let loose of your “grip” on your emotions, and it has the tendency to just burst out. Then you…
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Strength
How do you stay strong when you feel so weak? Many times I cannot find the answer to that question. So many times I want to break down and just give up, but there’s something inside of me that won’t allow it. Sorrow have been drowning me for such a long time, makes me wonder how I ever survived for this long. I guess despite all the depression that I have been dealing with, a part of me still wants to experience the joy of life. A part of me still wants to break through to taste the sweetness that life has to offer. However, there’s a thin line, and…