• Life

    Motivation

    There are times when you just want to give up everything because you can’t see the light any more. When everything that you are working towards suddenly just didn’t have the same meaning any more. You wonder why you did what you have done to get where you are, and why you are doing what you are doing now. Is it all worth it? You won’t know until you have reach the destination, or will you have the strength to fight to the end? Lately I find these questions constantly visiting me. I wonder why I am on this side of the world, away from everything I know, everyone I…

  • Life

    Difficult Choices

    In life, you are forced to make choices. Whether it’s right or wrong, you still have to face the consequences. I recently had to make some very difficult choices. I may have lost a few in my life along the way, but in the end, I have to do it for me. You hear people say “I need to do me” all the time, but what does that really mean? To me, it means that you need to sacrifice in order to achieve the greater in your life. Most will view this as cruel or cold, but in the end, it’s for the better. You cannot get the best unless…

  • Life,  Love & Relationship

    Control

    You want to control all aspects in your life, right? It’s impossible. I tried try to control my life, from career, to education, to emotions. It doesn’t work. Sad thing is, it never works for emotions, and I knew it all along, but kept pretending that it is working. When you are so alone, there’s no way to get rid of that feeling. It just creeps up on you out of the blue. Well, maybe not out of the blue. But it’s been suppressed for so long, and yet you finally let loose of your “grip” on your emotions, and it has the tendency to just burst out. Then you…