How do you stay strong when you feel so weak? Many times I cannot find the answer to that question. So many times I want to break down and just give up, but there’s something inside of me that won’t allow it. Sorrow have been drowning me for such a long time, makes me wonder how I ever survived for this long. I guess despite all the depression that I have been dealing with, a part of me still wants to experience the joy of life. A part of me still wants to break through to taste the sweetness that life has to offer. However, there’s a thin line, and…

In my last post I expressed my outlook on friendship, and here is where I will break it down further. Often times I get attached to people really easily. You can say that I am naïve. If someone is nice to me, and are constantly around me, I get attached to them. It’s a bad thing because most of the times, I just get hurt at the end. To avoid that, I develop a shield around myself: expect the worst, don’t depend on anyone for anything, and always only trust yourself. I’m just very skeptical when it comes to friendship, I don’t really know how to handle friendship. Throughout my…

This has been on my mind for awhile now. I really start thinking hard about this topic since last night, while walking home. Someone once said to me that “I am a very complicated person”, and wondered how I dealt with my sad emotions. We came to a conclusion that I don’t deal it with people, I write them on here. This is my outlet. Well, that person told me that this is very sad that I don’t have anyone to talk to. Once I thought about it, it is true what they said. I don’t have anyone. I’m a very loyal person if you truly know me. I will…