• Life

    Waiting Game

    It’s been quite a few months since I finished my last job. In the movie industry, everything is so unstable, especially in post production. Right now I’m waiting to hear back from an interview to see if I will end up moving to Vancouver or if I should go back to a previous offer and go to London. It’s a dreadful process. Sometimes I feel like I’m losing hope. I have to remind myself that I’m still doing much better than a lot of others. Yes it’s hard for me. Especially that it’s the first time ever in my life that I have been unemployed. Ever since I held a…

  • Life

    What Should I Do

    Here’s a quick update on life. The industry I work in has been deteriorating fast in LA for the past few years, and the pace has picked up starting at the end of last year. Since this April, after finishing up the last movie I worked on, I have been out of work. If you’re in the movie industry, it’s actually pretty normal, but not under this special circumstance. Personally, I have been working since I was 16, never had a real spring break or a summer vacation since then, so I’m a bit taken back by the time off. As I try to enjoy it as a normal human…

  • Past

    Leaving

    Today is a sad day and a happy day. I’m sad because I’m leaving everyone I love behind, I’m happy because I’m taking a step closer to my career. I’m going to Bournemouth UK today. Everything will be so different. I’m nervous. I’m going to miss my baby so much. I pray things will be good for him while I’m gone. I hope this long distance relationship will work out. After all, we’ve been together for almost 8 years, it is time to get a break from staring at each other all day long? LOL. I’ll have to try to make the best of this. So scary, so exciting, so…