In my last post I expressed my outlook on friendship, and here is where I will break it down further. Often times I get attached to people really easily. You can say that I am naïve. If someone is nice to me, and are constantly around me, I get attached to them. It’s a bad thing because most of the times, I just get hurt at the end. To avoid that, I develop a shield around myself: expect the worst, don’t depend on anyone for anything, and always only trust yourself. I’m just very skeptical when it comes to friendship, I don’t really know how to handle friendship. Throughout my…

This has been on my mind for awhile now. I really start thinking hard about this topic since last night, while walking home. Someone once said to me that “I am a very complicated person”, and wondered how I dealt with my sad emotions. We came to a conclusion that I don’t deal it with people, I write them on here. This is my outlet. Well, that person told me that this is very sad that I don’t have anyone to talk to. Once I thought about it, it is true what they said. I don’t have anyone. I’m a very loyal person if you truly know me. I will…

My mom is here visiting me in UK, and we are going to London next week. This sheds a light on my recent depression. This is also my first vacation in about 5 years. It’s going to be great. I might actually get the chance to finish up this site. However, the downside is that my hard drive is not working, and all my files are on there from years ago. But I’m optimistic about this, everything is going to be great.