I can’t believe I’m back. It’s definitely been awhile.

So it’s been awhile again, and now I’m in London! Living the dream, right? Wrong! This job hunting is so difficult. I know we are in recession and all, but our industry, the film and entertainment industry, is vigorously looking for people. However, I don’t know why it is so hard for me to find a position in any of the companies. I’ve asked people for feedback on my work, and mostly are positive responses, yet I’m still without a job, just rejections. I’m just extremely frustrated. I feel like a failure sometimes. But I know, everyone’s time is different. It’s just not my time yet. Through perseverance and determination,…

There are times when you just want to give up everything because you can’t see the light any more. When everything that you are working towards suddenly just didn’t have the same meaning any more. You wonder why you did what you have done to get where you are, and why you are doing what you are doing now. Is it all worth it? You won’t know until you have reach the destination, or will you have the strength to fight to the end? Lately I find these questions constantly visiting me. I wonder why I am on this side of the world, away from everything I know, everyone I…