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Saying Goodbye is the Hardest Thing…
I’m never with saying goodbye. Yet that time has come again. I have to cut ties with people I have made strong connections with again. My heart is heavy, I’m so hurt. When I came here, I never intended to get close to anybody. But the heart is cruel. It caught me way off guard this time. I’m going to miss all the good times we had in class. Those are the memories I will take with me and remember them forever. I know that every ending is a new beginning, but it’s hard to say goodbye to those that are close to you. We’ve became a family for this…
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Wish Upon a Star…
Well, the year long intense Visual Effects program is finally over. After 3 months of sleepless nights and days, my final project is done. This is a time for celebration, but I can’t help but feel sad… While I understand that certain things aren’t meant to be, it’s hard to keep your head up and a smile on your face. After being hanging solely by a thread for so long, you are bound to fall. I’m at that moment. I have no more strength to keep myself together, to keep my sanity, my pain and my passion. The only thing I can do is to let it go, slowly, so…
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Another Day, Another Stress
I feel really tired of life. I’m constantly working, either at job or my school work. I feel so tired. I’m ready to go. But don’t get me wrong, I do enjoy working on my projects, but I really do need a break from life. Can I get one? Is there any possible way for me to get one? It’s 4am in England right now, and I’ve been working on my project all day today, and I’m still up. What am I doing? I don’t know. Just random stuff for my personal enjoyment. I’m just so lonely here. I gotta keep remind myself that I’m here for a good purpose,…