• Love & Relationship

    Going Crazy…

    I’m really lost… I don’t know what to do… This is driving me crazy… I just want to break down and cry. I miss home so much. I miss him so much. I’m losing it… I’m so afraid that the day will come, where I just break down completely. I’m talking to random people online, getting a laugh, kick, trying to feel better. But at the end of the day, all that shit don’t matter. I just want to be home…

  • Life

    Job, Job, Job…

    So it’s been awhile again, and now I’m in London! Living the dream, right? Wrong! This job hunting is so difficult. I know we are in recession and all, but our industry, the film and entertainment industry, is vigorously looking for people. However, I don’t know why it is so hard for me to find a position in any of the companies. I’ve asked people for feedback on my work, and mostly are positive responses, yet I’m still without a job, just rejections. I’m just extremely frustrated. I feel like a failure sometimes. But I know, everyone’s time is different. It’s just not my time yet. Through perseverance and determination,…

  • School

    Saying Goodbye is the Hardest Thing…

    I’m never with saying goodbye. Yet that time has come again. I have to cut ties with people I have made strong connections with again. My heart is heavy, I’m so hurt. When I came here, I never intended to get close to anybody. But the heart is cruel. It caught me way off guard this time. I’m going to miss all the good times we had in class. Those are the memories I will take with me and remember them forever. I know that every ending is a new beginning, but it’s hard to say goodbye to those that are close to you. We’ve became a family for this…