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Moving Day
It’s been two weeks since I’ve been in UK. The dorm is not the best, but it’s cozy and full of nice people. However, it’s too far from the campus I have classes in. I ended up finding a room for rent in a house. Little did I know that, over here, you sign a contract when you live in school’s dorm. Also, you have to find a person to replace you to take over your contract in order for you to move. Luckily, I knew someone that’s looking for a place to stay, and signed over my room to him. It’s crazy for me to think about this. I…
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Leaving
Today is a sad day and a happy day. I’m sad because I’m leaving everyone I love behind, I’m happy because I’m taking a step closer to my career. I’m going to Bournemouth UK today. Everything will be so different. I’m nervous. I’m going to miss my baby so much. I pray things will be good for him while I’m gone. I hope this long distance relationship will work out. After all, we’ve been together for almost 8 years, it is time to get a break from staring at each other all day long? LOL. I’ll have to try to make the best of this. So scary, so exciting, so…
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Life is full of sorrow and obstacles….
I’m feeling extremely down and sad. I can’t sleep, can’t think, don’t know what to do. I wish there is a button that I could press and just say “fix” and all my problems will go away. I’m worried about my boo, he’s been through so much, yet he’s so tough. I wish that I can help him more than I’m capable of. I know it may not make sense, but my heart hurts when he’s in pain. I just want to cry out loud, let it all out. I pray that God will help him, help us through these hard times. Have you ever felt so useless in a…