Things are slowing down a bit for me. More stable now. At least that’s what I perceive. Good news, I got my computer, and it’s up and running. But I just can’t stand the monitor. It’s so huge and ugly. I can’t wait to get a new one. I really haven’t been active online, but I’ve been browsing around, I do have a new layout for my website. I will have to put it up as soon as I get it off my laptop.

Forget about what I said in the previous entry. Everything is screwed up AGAIN!!! I feel like that I’m not advancing, but going backwards. Things always get fucked up when something good happens. Why is that? Why is life so FUCKED UP? Sometimes I just want to get away from everything and life on a peaceful mountain, just watching the birds and the clouds, silence everywhere. Nothing bad will happen then. I’m tired of being hurt, tired of feeling this way. I just want to give up. So bad. I don’t know. But everytime I think about the good times, they just all surpass the bad times. “If the good…

I need to change this depressing color. I’m in a better mood now, more than ever. I am going to update my website pretty soon, I already got something new made. It’s very colorful. I think I’m going to make some kind of banner for this lj, spice it up a lil. Other than that, things are good. I got my new computer, just need to install the os, then everything will be good to go 😀