Lately my life has been an emotional rollercoaster. Things are turning from positive to negative. He is pushing me further and further away. He still loves me, but I don’t know what’s going to Finally happen. I’m so stressed out. I found myself wearing a mask more and more. There are so many things I’m just tired of dealing with, but I have to keep dealing with them. Sometimes I just want to say, fuck it. Fuck everything, fuck life, fuck love, fuck everybody that’s got a problem w/ me. You know, you only can take so much, and when you’re pushed to the limit, it’s likely that you’ll explode.…

Things are going more smoothly now. I hate being in these kind of situations. During the weekend, we saw The Day After Tomorrow and Soul Plane. I must admit, Day was a pretty nice movie. I wish it was more intense though. Soul Plane is just stupid, but funny, I guess that’s what you call a stupid funny movie. We chilled during Memorial day, went to Lenox to browse around as usual. Damn man, I need a better paying job. I like my job because it’s relaxing, but they need to give me a raise. Gas prices are still sky high, but it’s coming down a little. $1.83 is the…