Lately it has been crazy for me. I thought I have found my answer, but obviously I did not. I’m confused. Thingsare not as easy as they used to be. Things are more and more difficult down the line. I just realized how much I hated my life. It feels so empty. It’s not the way I wanted it to be. I want to change, I want things to change. I don’t know what to do.

Why is it that everytime I try to make shit work, nothing works. Why is it everytime mothrfkcr wanna act stupid all up in your face talking about “i don’t give a fck, fck everybody, you ain’t shit”. i swear i’m so tired of this drama. Stupidity and ignorance is all there is. I bend over my back for you and this is what you tell me? You got me fcked up. You are so damn ungrateful for all the things that I’ve done for you. You with your stupid sensitive emotions. Fck it, I’m tired of it, I don’t give a damn no more.

Life has been hard, and it will continue to get harder. I used to plan out my life, but now I realize that I have to live life day by day, not knowing what to expect or what’s gonna happen next. I’m finally going to Atlanta College of Art next semester, but, the twist of the story is that ACA is going to merge with SCAD!! For those of you know about art colleges, SCAD is located in Savannah, it’s a pretty nice college in my opinion. But I have found out that there are many dirty secrets about SCAD, and ACA staff is urging a protest against the merge.…