Things are going good, but I desperately need another job. Maybe I should try to work in retail…

I know what I gotta do. I gotta be strong. I realized again, the reason why I don’t keep friends but associates. I can’t trust nobody, when I did, people always assume things and think the negative of you. When I finally opened up to people, I get stabbed. It’s my fault, I should’ve know better than to talk about my problems with people. I don’t need nobody, I can do bad all by myself. I’m gonna be just fine, even though it may seem hard in the beginning, but I’m gonna be alright. I dug into my past for closure, and now I know why I did what I…

Lately it has been crazy for me. I thought I have found my answer, but obviously I did not. I’m confused. Thingsare not as easy as they used to be. Things are more and more difficult down the line. I just realized how much I hated my life. It feels so empty. It’s not the way I wanted it to be. I want to change, I want things to change. I don’t know what to do.