Forget about what I said in the previous entry. Everything is screwed up AGAIN!!! I feel like that I’m not advancing, but going backwards. Things always get fucked up when something good happens. Why is that? Why is life so FUCKED UP? Sometimes I just want to get away from everything and life on a peaceful mountain, just watching the birds and the clouds, silence everywhere. Nothing bad will happen then. I’m tired of being hurt, tired of feeling this way. I just want to give up. So bad. I don’t know. But everytime I think about the good times, they just all surpass the bad times. “If the good…

I need to change this depressing color. I’m in a better mood now, more than ever. I am going to update my website pretty soon, I already got something new made. It’s very colorful. I think I’m going to make some kind of banner for this lj, spice it up a lil. Other than that, things are good. I got my new computer, just need to install the os, then everything will be good to go 😀

Things are improving, at least I think they are. My new computer is coming, arriving possibly Sat or early next week. I can’t wait.