It’s Friday, and it’s Independence day weekend, I’m going to have three days off. Woo Hoo! But I don’t know what I’m going to do. Maybe just chill, but I will be working on sharemyworld ‘s modeling portfolio site 😀 It will be nice.

It’s driving me insane. It feels like I’m holding on to something that’s not there. But then again, why do I care so much if it’s not there? This constant confusion, going back and forth, it’s making me go crazy. I don’t know what to do. It’s such a rocky path. If you have ever been there, I mean really been there, when you feel one with the person, not just lust or charity, but truly feel that’s where you belong. That’s how I feel. He’s my home.

Things are slowing down a bit for me. More stable now. At least that’s what I perceive. Good news, I got my computer, and it’s up and running. But I just can’t stand the monitor. It’s so huge and ugly. I can’t wait to get a new one. I really haven’t been active online, but I’ve been browsing around, I do have a new layout for my website. I will have to put it up as soon as I get it off my laptop.