Things just continue to be so confusing. I’m so stressed out. I don’t think I have ever been like this in my whole life. Things are just falling down, I’m really losing hope in everything. Why does it have to be so difficult? Why do things have to be so complicated? Why does the devil keep fucking with me? I’m on the verge of exploding. I’m REALLY going insane. I’m losing my mind. I can’t function properly. I’m frustrated and anxious all the time with everything I do. I can’t stand sitting here at work because I can’t stay seated. I’m like a robot that wants to rebel. I don’t know how long I can stand this. My life is falling apart in front of my eyes, yet I can’t do anything about it. I’m frozen, watching it going piece by piece. Life is short, but I just keep wasting life, seconds by seconds, hours by hours, years by years. What am I to do? I’m really in desolation right now. But I gotta be strong. Be strong not just for him, but be strong for myself as well.
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bella_resa
awww… hang in there, hun!! you’re strong, i know you are. in time, things will be better for you. *hugs*
_girlofgrace
A good scripture to read is Psalm 107. The peace of God is the answer to many of the things that cause sadness or needless worry. Once you allow God to control your life, you also learn to let problems be handled by someone that’s the most qualified of solving them. No matter how bad life treats you, there is a God that is ready to deliver you. All you have to do is cry out to God in your trouble with your earnest prayers and even fasting. Remember that God knows the outcome of your problems and I’m sure that you have a bright future and sunny days ahead of you. <3
Pray this prayer:
Dear God,
I know that your plans and purpose for me are great. Despite my circumstances, help me to trust You. Help me to see your hand in my situations and my trials. I need to rejoice but Lord it’s too hard and I can’t do it without your help. Thank you for walking with me through these trials. In Jesus name, Amen.
admin
yeah i just need to get it off my chest. thanks for ur help
_madeinthe80s
do u have two blogs now?
admin
well, im waiting for this one to expire (paid account), so i can move to the other one, and i just want to get the name before other ppl take it.